LIVING THE LIFE OF THE TOXIC, CHRISTIAN, MISOGONISTIC, PATRIOTIC, PATRIARCHICAL, RACIST, NAZI, (BLANK)-PHOBE MALE

I am tired.  Tired of revisionist history.  Stupid people who don’t know what words mean and have become integral to the Orwellian thought police.  It is tedious.  I’m tired of educators and education unions who don’t educate.  I’m tired of race and gender baiters who manufacture oppression due to their own self-loathing.  I’m just tired.  I think this is relevant as I have been called all of these names and am never offended, actually, I intellectually revel in all of it.  Let me be precise, obviously since I know myself better than anyone and I will readily acquiesce to being called and considered a Christian, a patriotic American, and a man—the rest of these monikers lack creativity and are simply ignorant.  Let’s cover down conceptually on each of these.  First and foremost, please understand that the underlying view and judgments I have are purely Christian and I am quite proud of that.

         First, “toxic,” we might as well start with that one as it applies in today’s vernacular as an adjective with all of the other condemnations.  I would contend that Jesus would be defined as a toxic male in today’s vernacular as per the Scripture.  I am CLEARLY toxic.  Each and every day I get defined as such.  How many of you give up everything to follow Him as per His commands?  How many of you who are spiritually dead and bearing no fruit on behalf of God and His mission are ready to be cut off of the vine and thrown into the fire.  How many of you are dead trees that Jesus will curse?  Just saying, by definition “toxic” means poisonous or causing harm.  As a man and a Christian, I only want the best for people as I want everyone to go to Heaven.  Not really certain how toxic that is as I have never poisoned or hurt anyone, unless hurt feelings because I speak God’s Truth is a bad thing.  Just because a man displays anger, does NOT make him toxic.  Remember, Jesus was confrontational.

         Just today I had an issue with O’Donnell’s pest control here in my hometown.  First, the young man woke me up after I had been up all night with a struggling veteran because he couldn’t read the plat of the property, and then never fulfilled the task as per the directions of the control.  Soooo, untrained, woke me up, so sexist he couldn’t ask the most brilliant woman in the world her thoughts on the matter.  Yep, a retarded dude.  There are millions of them thanks to our socialist education system.  So, I call O’Donnell’s and tell the young lady that he was quite retarded in his efforts.  She then cajoled me on the use of that word that means slow and I generally go to the etymology of words.  Saying that, she was quite rude.  I will ensure I never use their company again, mainly because they are too retarded to perform a task or fulfill the desires of the paying customer.  Mark it down—O’Donnell’s Termite & Pest Control.  Don’t call with a complaint as a consumer.  I have moved on to Terminix as they responded with immediacy.

         In today’s society if any man shows fear he is considered a coward.  If a man sets boundaries, he is called insecure or again a coward because he establishes boundaries with stupid things and stupid people—why argue with idiots?  If a man shows sadness, he is told he is weak.  And God forbid any man who works too hard to excel and provide for his family—he is a simp (look it up if you don’t know the word).  If a man keeps his cool in the middle of a firefight, argument, or drama, he is considered heartless instead of having guts and a “BIG set.” 

         Christian.  I love being called a Christian!  I love the morals, values, and health it brings to mind, body and spirit.  I truly can’t imagine anything else as I have lived with an inexplicable faith and this desire to do the work in my mind, body, and spirit my entire life, all for the quest of being called “Christian.”  Heck, I even proudly acknowledge “Bible thumper” (although I have never once thumped a Bible), a “Holy Roller” (again, okay with me as I would rather roll into Heaven than tumble and stumble into hell).  VERY proud to be called and identify as Christian.  Being a Christian man requires leadership and decisiveness, especially over one’s household.  Therein lies the hate and disdain from the feminist progressive left.  Its okay, I know where I am going when God calls me home.

         Misogynistic.  Any man with standards and boundaries is considered misogynistic.  Misogyny is broadly defined as the hatred, contempt, or deeply ingrained prejudice against women or girls.  Quite odd as I had the most incredible, righteous, strong, and intelligent mother who taught me nothing but respect for my counter gender.  My wife is beyond imagination.  Highly intelligent business professional, respected by all of her peers, envied by lesser men and women in her profession…essentially she a combat multiplier in life, love, and counsel.  My disdain only applies to worthless, lazy, and unintelligent men AND women, so I guess that I willingly share my misogyny with my misandry.  Honestly, I think it would be more appropriate to refer to me, if you want to catalogue people, as a philogynist.  Enough said on that topic.  I will pause while those who are challenged look up the words.

         Patriotic.  Well, duh, yeah!  Why wouldn’t I be.  I have deployed and fought in 15 separate combat tours for this country I love.  This country has afforded me more opportunity than I could have ever imagined.  Grandparents were immigrants, worked in coal mines, and the others were indentured servants.  All of them served our nation going back to the Civil War.  My wife is a Daughter of the Revolution.  So, yes, we are proud patriots devoted to our Constitutional Republic and our God.

         Patriarchical.  Let me simplify.  How many captains are there on any ship?  Just one.  Now, don’t get me wrong as I am big fan of the tenacity of Catherine the Great, Queen Elizabeth, Margaret Thatcher, my mother, and my wife.  Why are these women okay and not others?  Because they were never given to emotional hyperbole.  I don’t care for men who act in such a manner either.  This Texas politician retard who represents himself as a pastor running for the Senate says such things as “God asked Mary for permission to have Jesus.”  REALLY?  God the FATHER is the inventor of the great holy patriarchy and it is my example to follow His lead in all of my decisions and selfless love for my wife and my church.  So, sure, I’ll take that as it is all over Ephesians 5 as to my requirements.

         Racist.  This one gets me and will actually get my dander up.  It is so easy for someone to use without proof, without fact, and as a simple, stupid accusatory slight.  All a person of ethnicity has to do is call someone this two-syllable word and the offended has been socially-conditioned and trained to verify ad nauseum that they are not through examples, history, and explanation.  Sadly, too many suffer under an invisible guilt complex and completely knee jerk to appeased the offender rather than engage in intelligent debate and discourse.  Suffice to say, I’m not, nor have I ever been racist.  Call me that?...well shut up.

         Do I know some racist folk?  Heck yeah.  But very few are overt about it…mainly based in stupidity.  But, honestly, as of late because of our national social media environment I see more overt and loud racism from the black community toward the white community—I heard on the news an angry black man say, “The only good cracker is a dead cracker.”  I find it sad how society has fomented an artificial hatred for selective groups of mankind for political control and manipulation.  Interestingly, this is a product of Satan who is the author of lies and division.  I don’t even bother…its not worth my time or energy as the only thing that offends me is the inappropriate conduct of people when presented with conflict, both white and black.  My brown brothers tend to be always in chill mode, so again no worries there…I know, perhaps a generalization but they have not yet been infused with identity politics…the vast majority act in a manner that hard work brings respect.

         I just hate how this has become an easy epithet to throw at anyone…same with getting pulled over by the police.  License, registration, and insurance…pretty simple.  The “I can’t breathe, I’m pregnant, don’t touch me, I’m a national citizen traveling,” and a ton of other non-law-abiding commentary really isn’t necessary.  Police officers jobs are hard enough, just comply.  Retards come in all colors, shapes, sizes, and even economic levels of opportunity.  Quite frankly, uppity little white girls offend me as equally if not more as the ratchety bonnet-wearing folk.  Its just dumb.  Jesus directed us to render unto Ceasar what is Ceasar’s and unto God what is God’s.  Pretty simple, but perhaps a morality that is no longer learned at home.  Remember, when a certain group of people is prejudice against another, it is considered to be evil; but when that category of people is prejudice against the other, it is deemed righteous.  I don’t get it, nor is it Scriptural.

         Nazi.  My grandfather fought the Nazi’s in World War I.  I am more than offended, but the progressive really doesn’t care, when I am called that.  I happen to like Jews.  I have worked with the Israeli Defense Force and even have my IDF jump wings.  Still think the Mossad is the premiere intelligence agency on the planet.  Why?  Because Israel has had to fight for survival as a people since the beginning of time.  I have to appreciate and respect their tenacity as I will never respect weakness.  Regardless of how the lines in the sand were drawn in Paris 1919, I happen to believe that God ordained this long ago and I respect my God in Heaven.

         The Nazi’s were evil…pure evil.  They were also compelled through force of personality and power mongers to purify a region of the world thinking that their success could somehow purify the rest of the world to be blonde-haired blue-eyed robots.  It is odd how they allied themselves with Italy and Japan as that seems nonsensical to me.

         Here’s the struggle as Google will define Naziism as a “far-right, totalitarian, government by rule of national socialism.  It hinged itself of white supremacy, racial hierarchy, violent antisemitism, totalitarianism, and militarism.  I see more connections between ancient Rome and the Nazi’s than I do American pride.

         Essentially, and philosophically, Naziism is founded on hate, whereas Americanism is founded on Christian morals and principles—opportunity, justice, personal ownership, keep what we have earned, just to mention a few.  Two VERY different things.  The ad hominem attack word of “Nazi” is as simple and casual as “racist.”  An easy name to call someone that will take a person much longer to negate in intellectual discussion than it is for the offender to spew one word.  This is just an uninformed and unintelligent attack requiring the offended way too much time to argue against.

         Here’s a tidbit of knowledge, Adolph Hitler claimed to be a Christian—he stated as such in Mein Kampf.  Now this is Satan doing his finest work.  Hitler perpetuated this claim in many of his writings and speeches.  He promoted an odd state-sanctioned heresy called “Positive Christianity”—essentially his version of Christianity that denied the basic theology of original sin and the divinity of Jesus.  He actually viewed Jesus as an Aryan fighter battling Jewish materialism and any other caste of humanity that he deemed unfit.  In reality, as found his recorded conversations in “Hitler’s Table Talk” and other memoirs, it is proven that Hitler actually hated Christianity.  He viewed the theological premises of mercy, love, and turning the other cheek as a “religion of slaves”—not far off from Karl Marx in order to use it like an opiate to sway the theologically ignorant masses.  It was all written and said solely to manipulate the masses for control.  I equate this to socialist liberation and prosperity theology.  So, yeah, calling me a Nazi could not be further from the truth. 

         “Whatever”-Phobe.  A phobia is defined as a fear.  I have been called a homophobe, transphobe, Islamophobe, xenophobe, and I’m certain the list goes on.  Just for the record, I fear no man, no certain thing, no person, not death, and certainly not even Satan.  There is a distinct difference between fear and loathing.  The Bible clearly tells us to hate sin—Jesus did and I readily concur.  But fear it?  Never.  Moral disagreement does not constitute giving someone the moniker of fear.  The ONLY thing I fear is God—with absolute awe and respect.

         Male.  My favorite.  As designed by God and true to that with the very fiber of my being.  Biology tells me I am created by God as a man.  My two-parent household taught me how to be a man from two very different perspectives.  My body parts, brain chemistry, and emotional conduct ALL point to being a man.  So thank you for recognizing and thanks to the God who created me.

         Let’s go deeper just to irritate the progressives even more.  I recently read a Northwestern Medicine writing that compelled me to research sex hormones, neurotransmitter activity, and structural distribution—I know, but those are rabbit holes I dive into.  As I have severe traumatic brain injury, I learned a great deal at Walter Reed as well as the brain experts at Stanford—and I researched the National Institute of Health on the matter.  Here are my findings on the differences between being a man or a woman.

         Both men and women share the same neurotransmitters, but process them differently driven by chromosomal and hormonal difference that result in distinct neurological characteristics.  The sex hormones in the intrauterine levels give men higher baselines of androgens like testosterone, while women have higher levels of estrogen and progesterone.

         Research even shows definable variations in neurotransmitter activity…serotonin (mood) and dopamine (reward) function very different between men and women.  Interestingly, when analyzing structural distribution or overall brain volume, women statistically have a higher percentage of gray matter that is associated with processing power, while men have a higher percentage of white matter, associated with connectivity. 

         I lean on science, understanding, and spiritual guidance on the accepted and respected differences between men and women.  Based on my research, both scientific and moral, my findings are that any parent who “transitions” their son or daughter into another gender, irretrievably mutilating their bodies, and altering what God has created—well, they have a hot spot in hell right next to Hitler.

         Long story short—yep, I’m a man and my wife is definitely a woman.  We are both Christians to the extreme, patriots, and only fear God with honor, respect, and humility.  As a man I have learned in this life that I must be hard to kill, easy to love for the right Godly, loyal woman,  be kind with my words until addressed differently, I must be more than generous with my time and patience for those genuinely in need, I am always ready to strike, controlled with my temper, always introspective and open to growth, I understand the healing process, I staunchly protect my reputation and character letting the lies and gossip trickle off, as my parents taught me I am respectful to all with a “yes sir, yes ma’am,” I always have a plan for absolute violence to completion.  My masculinity is a gift from God.  I refuse to never dim my light.  I am a man.